Well... I'm a lil unwell actually i dont know whether i am or am i just feeling awkward or something when i touch my forehead I feel a lil warm, (are my hands cold? no) I think i'm really tired and have messed up my sleeping hours. I was trying to fix something on the comp(it's way too much to explain) for the entire March holiday it's making me sick, finally I've managed to repair it thanks to someone in the West (these people are cool) X.X Today I had computing and econs paper, econs from 8-10 and computing from 1230-1430, for econs paper I was fresh, I almost managed to finish the paper except for the last question which(I wont know how to do even if i had the time it's worth 2 marks well)..and for computing I studied a lil last afternoon (1 hr effectively, although I read the notes for 3 hrs) and the rest would have taken me probably 10 more hours to study(I didn't touch that it was WAY TOO MUCH). And I was pretty lucky because 1hr of content that I studied were all tested
(full marks!), while only a few simple questions came out for the 10hrs of syllabus I din touch Woot!(and anyone could have answered those just be recalling) how lucky
Somehow there're much more things to worry than exams, if I keep studying and dont rest it's just gonna kill my brain off.
For some time I've been thinking..hmm
x1 How's my Christian walk? /it's hard(that's not answering the question)/
I can't help but worry about this. It's not a feeling. Doesnt mean one has been a "decent" Christian and feel satisfied means one's better off than someone else(self-seeking,the world's thinking work+time=imustgetsomethingfromit, Do missionaries get pay for going on missions? Do they always get rich?
) A need to be humble or the devil will kill your walk +1
x2 Is God not big enough to do anything? Do miracles happen all the time? /worrying about my faith/
Yes they would, if I have the faith, well for me i think i always believe, i've seen miracles happen(if someone asks me if I believed I would always say, "Yes, definitely)BUT even after seeing the miracles, when someone approaches me saying, "Pray for me that God will heal me of my high blood pressure" almost immediately I back off, "..eat your pills and you should be fine." or when the rain seems to pour for the entire day and I'm stuck at a bus stop, "God, stop the rain so I can go back" the rain doesn't stop and then "Why didnt God answer my prayers, this is hopeless I need to get back" that's looking into my own ways, being selfish, Yes, prayers can answered, but I shouldn't use prayers as a way to command God like "Turn pebble into bread like you did in the bible" that's wrong.
God knows the heart, again I ask myself "Do i believe in miracles" the answer is CLEAR: NO.
I need to change. +1
x3 If I get some weird dream at night, was God speaking? /worrying about dreams/
Yes, they probably are a message for me. Then I argue Scientists believe that what you dream at night is probably what you worry the most, like you worry a lot about schoolwork, in your dream it'll all be about school, or if you gotta fear of standing in front of a crowd then you will appear in front of a million people who are listening to your speech.. that sort of thing, the brain does it so that you get over your fear..and I use those arguments all the time when sometimes it's really a message for me. Some people get nightmares, I believe if this is an ongoing process you should get a pastor to pray for you, it MIGHT be a spirit whose disturbing you in your sleep. If you get fantasy dreams(I hardly get them) then you're probably a person who can imagine anything between the ends of space, that I dont' know.
But people in Scripture such as Genesis 8:12; 37:5-10; 1 Kings 3:3-15; Daniel 2-7; Matthew 1:20; 2:13, 19; and Acts 10:9-16; 16:9.
If you get dreams like one of these be sure this is from God by approaching people who might be able to interpret your dreams as a message to you. Anything that contradicts Scripture is not from God. The devil is capable of deceiving you in your dreams, be careful.
I've got such dreams, it is hard to interpret so seek Godly council, they can be really interesting.8)
I dont think I know when he speaks through dreams to me +1
x4 Can God really solve all of life's problems? /doubting/
Yes he can, what makes me doubt him? I seem to excel when I go my ways? Realising sometimes that the world is Great, it makes me feel great. Did God not mention in Scripture that we will see evil ones who will be greater than us in this world? He said one day they will fall and they will become nothing in God's eyes. God does make his straying children stumble, but promises he'll catch them, sometimes he just wouldn't allow you succeed like the evil ones, youll just keep on failing and attempts to find other ways to succeed but you'll just fail.. Thank God that His Hand was upon you or you would have joined the World and it's evil intentions. Then only when you come back to him you realise he's the only one who can take care of your problems, as long as you surrender them all to him. The next moment: God can't do it +1
x5 Am I more interested in my friends or God? /this is hard to answer/
Let's say we're in a gathering, do we think of God all the time and neglect our friends' interest? Do we think of our friends' and our own interest that we forget God? I would say 50:50 +1
x6 I just dont understand. Why can't we just do right? Why is it SO hard to do right, but so easy to do wrong? /it sprang up/
Well, I was wondering and I searched the internet, stumbled on this: Link +1
x7 Why am I in my current situation??? /sometimes doubting God's Will/
Why did God put me in my situation it feels dreadful... Think, it's all already explained. +1
These are the things going on inside. It's really confusing and I really gotta ponder about everything lil wrong thing I have done. Those "evil" that we've become so accustomed to like lying and then laughing about it, is wrong. In everything, Do it with these things in mind. Find the purpose in our life. You find it out. When one stands before God one day and God asks, "What have you done to deserve Heaven?" Don't say like the hypocrites "Didn't I cast out demons in your name" or "Didnt I read your scripture" or "Didnt I say grace before every meal, did my quiet time and reflection, and donate to the poor" and he turns to you and says "I didn't know you" and your gone, he spits you into the Lake of Fire, but you should say "You know that I lived my life for your Glory" or "You know my heart Lord" or "Lord you know I deserve Heaven" It would all be in a nicely summarised sentence.
If you find you're trying to prove yourself right before God at that time, it'll be too late. hmmm
I am I because God created me, you are you because God created you; because he created us, he must have a plan for us all. That's to conquer Heaven, and nothing else.
When one does something God's way, one gets more of his strength. Then later, he might be able to handle much tougher problems, only to become stronger.
Notice I wrote a +1
it means that I've gotta work on that. I got 7 points, I gotta work harder. The fewer, the less you need to work on take note these problems are not very complex, if you get 3 points or somthing you must be tackling much more complex problems in life, Good for you.
Just needed to write that God knows the true heart. One might claim "I believe in you Jesus, I surrender all to you Jesus" he will know if one is a true disciple, or he's just making a show. "I believe in miracles" one can tell it to all his Christian friends but when he find that God doesn't do a miracle for him, he loses faith.(didn't realise, until when someone approaches him asking him you to pray a simple prayer for his blood pressure) when before this he shouted to the whole world he believed in miracles(and so it's assumed he can perform them) but cant do a thing for this poor guy.
Hmmm. getting a lil tired waiting for the guy in the West to wake.. I need to solve some more probs, in the meantime why dont i get some rest -.- God bless have a great evening ;)
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